So I'm sitting here eating some Cheez-Its trying to figure out what to write when one of my best friends in the entire world makes a pact with me to make a blog entry everyday throughout the month of August. Now I'm going to try my hardest to not break this pact and I hope that she does that same.
Now it's been a few days since my first post and I've been busy so I haven't had much time to write. But in these few days I've been chatting with some friends from home that I miss an insane amount. But it makes me wonder with all the time that I've spent missing my friends, which I feel that I am entitled to do since they help keep me grounded, I've been missing out on some of the fun times that I could have been having this summer hanging with friends that I have here. Maybe finding a certain someone to spend the summer with. As of today I only have 16 days left until I return home to all my friends, classmates, and normality. But what I with these next 16 days are going to end up defining my summer. I promise myself I will make good choices in the next 16 days while still living it up to prove that I didn't just sit around and work all summer.
So, with August beginning tomorrow I'm wondering how is this school year is going to end up for me. Am I going to tank? Will I excel, making this my best high school year to date? Am I going to maintain an average that my parents will be proud of? I have always done a pretty exceedingly well job in school but as I progress through high school it causes me to wonder how the next year will turn out. These final two years of my high school career will prove how far i get into whatever industry I want to get into. If that industry ends up being fashion, teaching, or journalism, all of which i hold a passion that i wouldn't mind pursuing. This year holds a lot for where I will be headed farther now the line in my life. I guess we will all just see what will happen next.
The next wonder that I have for this coming school year is will I find someone that makes me truly happy, someone that I want to spend my free time with. Who is person will be, is the true question? More questions that come with finding a person like this is, will my parents like him? What about my friends? Will he be a gentleman? Someone that genuinely cares for me? I don't know who this person will be, when they will arrive in my life, I just hope that he makes me as happy as I can be.
Well I do believe that is all I have to wonder about tonight. And with 20 minutes until the start of a new month with a blog post everyday, I figure I should turn and get some sleep.
Happy Saturday, and welcome to August. (Yikes.)
ReplyDeleteMariah told about this blog pact of yours and I wanted in on the fun-hoping that is okay.
I wish I could be articulate and write thoughts down without thinking that I sound crazy. Oh well.
Very sweet about wanting to find the right person.I have a person right now who I care about a lot,okay well, love a lot. I hope it works out for me. And for you as well.
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You being in one the Blog Pact is great, gives me another person's blog to read. Well thank you for saying that I don't sound crazy even though I know I am. I'm glad your happy with Chris. And everything happens for a reason and will turn out for the best no matter what.
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